It's been a while. Sometimes I think that I'm getting boring writing on this blog. But in a way, I find myself entertained by my own words. Silly isn't it?! Chat with Marisa and Tya today. It's pretty wacky!! HahAHa, love my new friends!!

Keep on searching for cool pics to put on my blog, but haven't found what I'm looking for. That's the same as looking for cool guys that meet my standards!! haha, so damn hard!!

There's some of the guys at campus that [at least these are the news that came to my ears, mostly they told it themselves, but the rest is from trusted sources], well.. they like me. Actually, at this moment, I dont care much about it. I dont understand why they can find me attractive or anything. Guys are still sucks for me. I cant understand they're way of thinking about relationships. They mostsy find it easy to get, and preserve. They usually so narrow minded. Never think about the future. Always tends to hurt other's feelings. I dont wanna get into more hurt for this year. Enough ...

Jedi is somehow wierd. His attitude, his ego, his feelings, I just cant comprehend. But then again, who I am in his life, that I should consider his self more precious than mine. Sometimes, I absolutely lost interest in him. But cant get enough of him either. Foolish me. Sometimes I cried and realized, that my actions towards him most likely comparable to a slut. I hate myself.

It's pretty hard picking the pics for today. Suddenly, my chat with Marisa gives me an idea. Why dont I look for Bjork's photos. She's cool and different.